My MS

Diagnosed with MS, Multiple Sclerosis, in 2007 began a difficult and scary journey. I have been lucky, compared to many other MS patients, but none-the-less my story is one that will resonate with other people living with chronic illness.

The purpose of this blog is one of therapy, for me mostly; but I do hope that if you stumble upon it, you will possibly learn something about MS and consider the thousands who live with the cruel disease each day. We need your help; donations, time, resources, but mostly we need understanding. We need understanding because for most MS patients, you wouldn't know us to look at us- we look just like your neighbors, teachers, doctors, clerks, and clergy. That is one of the most difficult aspects of this disease, in my opinion. Unless I am having a relapse, I don't LOOK sick.

I am hopeful that this blog will open a conversation with some, allow others insight, and give me an outlet.

Thanks for joining me!

Alison and Jeremy

Alison and Jeremy
Just Us

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Perserverence

Time to catch up. I am really enjoying my new job. There is enthusiasm, hope, and learning happening every day- and that is just me! The teachers and students share that too!  They have also been very gracious in welcoming me to the school. I have seen and heard wonderful exchanges of ideas and information in classrooms; I have experienced people willing to try new things; I smile as I go about my day.

Today, however, I encountered a teacher who was struggling. She was just plain overwhelmed with her classroom, students, new curriculum, a new grade level- life as she knew it was getting the best of her. As I talked with her, I began to reflect on how I have felt this way more than once. I could relate to her exactly! I knew the fear and panic that comes with feeling out of control and unsuccessful. My inner voice spoke to me... slow down. So, I said to her, "Slow down. Focus on one thing that will make your life a little easier, one thing you can control."

While I am not sure yet how her day ended, I know that our conversation ended with each of us smiling. Our spirits were comforted because we recognized ourselves in each other. What a connection to make. To those of you who find yourself in a similar situation, remember to breathe, go slowly and focus on only what you can control.  Celebrate the small successes.

Remember that God walks with you each day- reach for His hand.

"We rejoice in our sufferings because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope." Romans 5:3-4